Monday, December 29, 2008

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d09eNZK3v2M

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt


I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

trent reznor

Thursday, December 25, 2008

crazy ole miguel

no caption needed
notice how my arms are transparent

notice how im transclusent


notice all the orbs before hand



again here goes crazy miguel stating that reality is not what we perceive or what we were taught. i remember once coloring a tree in the kindergarten purple. the teacher told me trees are not purple, but brown. but my tree was purple. how could i explain that to a teacher, an adult, who knew it all? a learned one in society? the proof is in the pudding. reality is not what we see with our eyes. unbelieving eyes want proof. want proof? the proof is in the pudding.

my best gift all time

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nm8zBxSmPiQ

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

a very merry christmas to all and to all a good night

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Qs9x0PKquA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EIPwQ8uEE1Y
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jd7vvwlX8n4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O2c5YcaP8tw
Hebrews 12

Hebrews 12:

4 You have not yet resisted to the point of shedding blood in your striving against sin;
5 and you have forgotten the exhortation which is addressed to you as sons, "MY SON, DO NOT REGARD LIGHTLY THE DISCIPLINE OF THE LORD, NOR FAINT WHEN YOU ARE REPROVED BY HIM;
6 FOR THOSE WHOM THE LORD LOVES HE DISCIPLINES, AND HE SCOURGES EVERY SON WHOM HE RECEIVES."
7 It is for discipline that you endure; God deals with you as with sons; for what son is there whom his father does not discipline?
8 But if you are without discipline, of which all have become partakers, then you are illegitimate children and not sons.
9 Furthermore, we had earthly fathers to discipline us, and we respected them; shall we not much rather be subject to the Father of spirits, and live?
10 For they disciplined us for a short time as seemed best to them, but He disciplines us for our good, so that we may share His holiness.
11 All discipline for the moment seems not to be joyful, but sorrowful; yet to those who have been trained by it, afterwards it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness.

you really can find everything in youtube

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9gJfQfmVc_8

a merry christmas to all

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EIPwQ8uEE1Y