stage one of the carpet is done

ah, the red carpet...the infamous red carpet...the icky red carpet...the red carpet in our living room....well half of it is out and the other half is still anxiously waiting its removal...my right elbow is killing me at this moment--feeling phantom pains, if you will...i know that is not the right term as phantom pains are pains that civil war veterans claimed to feel in their amputated limbs...but i have no other way to describe them...they are there and i have no recollection of hurting my elbow...but the pain is so real...last night the pain was the worst, though i thought the night before last was pretty bad...pain sucks...but it is necessary...it makes you appreciate when you are free from it (at least that is the idea, and i know that i have thanked the Lord before on a painfree day).i have also been running the water on the grass at it has been neglected...our yard used to compete with roy's but right now it is very sad...maybe a little care, attention and love will fix that...though i probably will not be here long enough to see that fruits of my labor, because every day i dont work it's less money for my family (or what's left of it)....it is fitting that i am removing this red carpet because i knew all along how much it bothered kelsey, but somehow i didnt...would of, could of, should of...too little too late...we BOTH made bad decisions and communication (or lack-there-of) was a problem....